My head is in a sort of trance. It's really odd but I believe this really happens to a lot of people who are in love and have trouble with their loved ones. All that has been on my mind this holy week is the future and it's driving me insane. I'm afraid of what can happen in the future with the decisions I make in the present time. I know I can control my future, but what if I make a wrong decision? I am afraid of the troubles that can happen to me. I know what's the right thing to do, but it's really hard because I can lose someone I really love. Up to now, I'm still undecided to the point that my brain is so numb. It's like I don't feel anything anymore.
Anyway, all I can do is pray and enjoy the present time. It's how I can make the most of my time right? :) I don't want to worry too much about the future. It's really slowly killing me if I keep doing that.
As of now, I'm here in Mindoro about to leave for Manila. I've already gone to the beach 3 times! It sucks I couldn't swim cuz of my period. I'll be coming back May so I'm expecting a lot more fun and activities :)
When I get back to Manila, I really need to learn how to drive!
Wow see all the stuff running in my head!
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