It all comes to an end

After 1 year and 1 month of officially being a couple, we are now over. I was expecting the breakup to happen, because my guy is going to move to Mindanao for basketball. Basically, I was preparing my heart for the breakup already so it wouldn't hurt as much. The sad part is, he lead me on saying that there is that hope that we'll work out, so as my naive self, I believed him and tried my best to work things out in the relationship.

After everything, he broke up with me over the phone. It's just hearbreaking because I was with him personally just an hour ago before the breakup. I should have broken up with him first when I knew things were already going down a spiral staircase.

It's been a week, and we've had no communication. i'm still pretty hurt, but I know deep down, the breakup is really for the best. :) I'm young and I have so many guys to meet. I guess first love/relationship can really bring you down deep into the ocean to the point that it's so hard to swim up for air. Now that the breakup is still pretty fresh, I'm still swimming up. But once I reach the surface, I can finally have that breath of fresh air. :)

No more worrying, no more spending, and most of all, what I love about being single is getting to know myself more.

I can now say goodbye to my first boyfriend who's done so much for me. He made me know myself more and experience things that I never thought would come to me yet. Thanks for everything. :) I wish you all the best, even if I'm not with you anymore. :) I know I'll find someone better who will wait for me no matter what :D