SPAIN

Now that it's summer, travel is the first thing to come in my mind. I have always wanted to go to Europe especially Spain! If I had enough money, I'd pack everything immediately and smile at the pilot to take me directly to Spain. I have a great aunt who lives there anyway so lodging won't be a problem.

Why SPAIN?!

First of all. I love the FASHION and Spain is the home to ZARA and MANGO! Most of my clothes from those shops came from there. Half price pa. My aunt event sent me Roberto Cavalli's equivalent to 700 pesos! What a great bargain!!

Next is the beaches. Fuerteventura is like their Boracay. :)

Next is the party life. Spaniards love to live their life to the fullest and party the night away, so where else to go but to IBIZA!? Oh yeah... :D

Spain also has great churches worth taking pictures of. :D

Oh and did I also mention the hot and yummy Spanish boys?! They are everywhere. :D

If ever my guy and I end, I would go straight to Spain and enjoy every second of it. (That is if I get a sponsor. ;)

Will it work?

Long distance relationships are hard. But hey I can't really tell because I haven't experienced it. A lot of people tell me it's difficult because you don't get to see your partner physically and actually spend time with that person. The most you can do is text, call or Skype. (I love yooou Skype!!). But for love, I think I can do it. But in my opinion, long distance can actually be a good thing. This could be a sort of breather for me. I can now focus on myself more and how I want to spend my life while knowing that special someone is still there. I can also focus more on my studies and get a better grade.

But as my friends know me, I can become very paranoid and that's what I'm really worried about. I really hate it when I get paranoid, but it's honestl like in my system already. All I can do is hope for the best.

As the saying goes: "Kung gusto, may paraan. Kung ayaw, may dahilan." (Thanks Yani!)

Summer fun :)

So far, my summer has been great! First, I get to tour my Malaysian friend (Corliss) along with my great friend Sam (who has a really cool house packed with tons of amazing food) around Manila! It was so awesome because I get to stay out of the house for almost a week and just chill with my old friends. I believe the highlights of my week with them were going to Alabang Town Center and shopping, horseback riding in Tagaytay Highlands, and swimming in Verdana. :) Oh and one of my favorite things to do during that week? EATING PORK JERKY! MY GAAWD IT'S THE YUMMIEST THING EVER.



Next I get to go to Calapan, Mindoro for Holy week. We went "Bisita Iglesia" and procession around town. I swear it was freakin tiring but it was worth all the sacrifice. My holy week in Mindoro really opened my eyes to what Jesus Christ has done for us and how lucky I am to have Him. He helped me with the decisions I have to make in life. Since I was in Mindoro, I went to 2 beaches. Sadly I couldn't swim cuz 1. I had my period and 2. The other beach I went to was packed with people.

After Mindoro, I came back to Manila. I was expecting that I'd get bored since there's nothing much to do, but I get a random text from a friend to do a shoot for him along with my boyfriend. :) It was super fun since I was teaching my guy how to act, and I loved my role even if I only had to do one scene. So far, my summer has been fun. :)

I can't wait for...

-Snorkeling in Puerto Galera
-PHOTOSHOOT WITH MY GIRLS! WHAT HAPPENED AND WHY ISN'T IT PUSHING THRU?!
-Camping with friends in tagaytay highlands
-Vigan trip
-Shopping
-Swimming more at Verdana
-Drinking with the gang
-Making more video blogs

Forever and Always

Forever and Always is a song by Taylor Swift that completely touched me. Maybe some of you noticed that it has been my status in YM and Facebook.

It's basically a song about a boy and a girl in a relationship wherein the guy promises the girl that he will love her forever and always then ends up dumping her. I can really relate to the lyrics because this has already happened to me. Gladly, I'm back together with my boyfriend. But I will never forget the pain of a guy saying those words than leaving you after.

Word of caution to the girls out there: Do not believe a guy when he says FOREVER AND ALWAYS. ONLY BELIEVE IT WHEN HE'S ACTUALLY GOING TO MARRY YOU ALREADY OR YOU'VE KNOWN HIM FOR A LONG TIME.

FOREVER AND ALWAYS

Once upon a time
I believe it was a Tuesay when I caught your eye
We caught on to something
and I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye
and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding
Cuz it seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened
Please tell me cuz one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone
He still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cuz I was there when you said
Forever and always

Was I out of line?
Did I say something way to honest
That made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure

So here's to everything coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
I thought I knew you for a minute now I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone
He still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cuz I was there when you said forever and always

You didn't mean it baby

Head rush

My head is in a sort of trance. It's really odd but I believe this really happens to a lot of people who are in love and have trouble with their loved ones. All that has been on my mind this holy week is the future and it's driving me insane. I'm afraid of what can happen in the future with the decisions I make in the present time. I know I can control my future, but what if I make a wrong decision? I am afraid of the troubles that can happen to me. I know what's the right thing to do, but it's really hard because I can lose someone I really love. Up to now, I'm still undecided to the point that my brain is so numb. It's like I don't feel anything anymore.

Anyway, all I can do is pray and enjoy the present time. It's how I can make the most of my time right? :) I don't want to worry too much about the future. It's really slowly killing me if I keep doing that.

As of now, I'm here in Mindoro about to leave for Manila. I've already gone to the beach 3 times! It sucks I couldn't swim cuz of my period. I'll be coming back May so I'm expecting a lot more fun and activities :)

When I get back to Manila, I really need to learn how to drive!

Wow see all the stuff running in my head!