Rain

This is the lyrics to the song I just composed. I wrote this on a rainy summer and I just got out of a breakup so the pain was still a bit fresh. The rain brought back memories of love but now that everything's over, the rain just makes me feel sad. But now that I'm getting over it, the rain is starting to make me feel good again. I hope you guys like the lyrics. :)

RAIN


It’s a rainy day
And the scent of the air
Brings back sweet memories

But as each raindrop falls
It reminds me of tears
That fell of my cheeks

How could you
Do this to me
You made rain look so horrible
When its supposed to be romantic

How could you
Leave me to tears
When you promised me forever
I guess now its over

Now that the rain is still falling
I write this song and listen to
The raindrops crashing

I know that day will come
When I can smile at the rain
And say I love you to someone new

How could you
Do this to me
You made rain look so horrible
When its supposed to be romantic

How could you
Leave me to tears
When you promised me forever
I guess now its over

But as of now
You left me with sadness and regrets
So I’m gonna let the rain fall
To wash away everything

How could you
Do this to me
You made rain look so horrible
When its supposed to be romantic

How could you
Leave me to tears
When you promised me forever
I guess now its over


Hope you like it :)

It all comes to an end

After 1 year and 1 month of officially being a couple, we are now over. I was expecting the breakup to happen, because my guy is going to move to Mindanao for basketball. Basically, I was preparing my heart for the breakup already so it wouldn't hurt as much. The sad part is, he lead me on saying that there is that hope that we'll work out, so as my naive self, I believed him and tried my best to work things out in the relationship.

After everything, he broke up with me over the phone. It's just hearbreaking because I was with him personally just an hour ago before the breakup. I should have broken up with him first when I knew things were already going down a spiral staircase.

It's been a week, and we've had no communication. i'm still pretty hurt, but I know deep down, the breakup is really for the best. :) I'm young and I have so many guys to meet. I guess first love/relationship can really bring you down deep into the ocean to the point that it's so hard to swim up for air. Now that the breakup is still pretty fresh, I'm still swimming up. But once I reach the surface, I can finally have that breath of fresh air. :)

No more worrying, no more spending, and most of all, what I love about being single is getting to know myself more.

I can now say goodbye to my first boyfriend who's done so much for me. He made me know myself more and experience things that I never thought would come to me yet. Thanks for everything. :) I wish you all the best, even if I'm not with you anymore. :) I know I'll find someone better who will wait for me no matter what :D