Dead But Alive

I can't believe I sank this low.

When I get home, all I have been doing when faced to my family is complaining. The underlying reason is because I'm not happy anymore. I feel like I'm forced to stay in Assumption even when I don't feel like being there anymore. I guess I'm not strong enough to get what I want because I love my family so much to the point that I give up my happiness for them.

I WISH I AM STRONG ENOUGH TO MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS.

But still, my family always gets to me. I can't believe love does this. But I guess they want what's best. Maybe in the long run this would benefit me. All I can do is sacrifice for what's best. I dunno if I'm doing the right thing, but I hope I end up happy in the future.

Do you also know that feeling when you feel so much emotion in yourself that you end up with a blank face? Then you suddenly just explode all your negative emotions? This is what I have been going thru all week. It's like a rut that isn't ending.

With the stress of school, it's just making my situation worse. I hope I find myself soon to be happy.

There Could Be A Spark There Somewhere

Do you know that feeling when a guy has feelings for you, and you can feel it, but he doesn't show it because he's too afraid or torpe??

Well that's what I have been feeling? It's odd because I chose to have deeper feelings for a torpe guy than a guy who has been showing me more effort.

I guess it's that feeling when you know a guy is torpe because he has real feelings for you than a guy who shows so much effort just for charm.

But somehow, even when you do feel the spark from a shy guy, it eventually goes away because we live in the real world and sometimes feeling something is not enough.

But I believe in the power of love, and maybe, just maybe, there could be a spark in there. :)

How Fast A Week of No Classes and Everything Can Be

It's already Sunday and tomorrow, I'm back to school!! I'm actually happy to go back to school because I can see my friends, learn new things, and RECEIVE ALLOWANCE AGAIN!! But in a sense, I'm also sad because I actually enjoyed just bumming at home. It made me realize all the things I can do at home like fix my things, watch movies that are just dying to be viewed, read books, etc.

The 1 week of no classes has been a whirlwind for me. Not just because of the storm, but also because so many things have changed.

Last Friday, I was out with my friends from AC and Southville in Central. We all decided to eat and drink. Since I did not want to get drunk, I decided to have a few shots of a drink that I don't even know what it's called. What shocked me was seeing my AC friends get drunk! It's really something I'm not used to because I usually just hang with them when it's school related, or if it's just going to the mall. It was something I really had to get used to! In the end, JP (my kuya and dear friend) ended up taking care of them and bringing them home. I will never forget the time when JP hit a guy in a bicycle. I really thought we'd get sued. Good thing JP knows his driving 101, and said it was the guy's fault for biking in the middle of the road. I will also never forget seeing my good friend Nicole so drunk, to the point that she can't even drink water properly. NOTE: hot water spilled on me.(If u see this Nicole, don't be offended!! It's just something I'll never forget!!) Because of everything, I ended up going home at 3 AM!! I couldn't even get in the door of my house because there was something wrong with the lock!! Huhuhu! Good thing my maid was awake to open up for me!

SATURDAY MORNING---

I wake up at 8:30 AM since I got home at 3AM (as mentioned above). I remembered that I have a class at 9:10AM. My mind was going insane because I was thinking whether I should still go to school or not. I'd rather risk being late than being absent, and I can't be absent because I'd fail due to absence.(Mind you, Assumption can only have 2 cuts for some subjects! Sucks right??) As my mind was rushing on what to do, I look outside my window and see how horrible the weather is! I kept making kulit to my mom by asking if I should go to school or not!! She said no, since the horrible weather would really stop classes!

Not only did I have classes, I also had a theatre presentation that day, so being absent is a big no no. I decided to call my theatre friend Angelica. She said she'll be going to school no matter what. Being my worried self, I just told her to tell my director that I can't make it due to bad weather. After that, I decided to join my mom to South Supermarket and to pick up my brother.

When we finally got to the supermarket, the weather just got a whole lot WORSE. I could see how bad the rainfall was. The winds were pretty strong as well. When I called up my brother, he was still all the way in Cubao!! After marketing, mom and I decided to go home. On the way home, the security guards of BF asked us to turn around because the streets were flooded!! :( We decided to go to ATC since it was the only place we can go to.

SATURDAY AFTERNOON---

After ATC, I called my brother again, and he was still in Pasig. There was no point in waiting anymore, so mom and I decided to go home. Again, the security guards asked us to turn around since the roads were still flooded. Good thing there was another way to get to my house!!!

The rest of the afternoon, I just bummed at home.

SATURDAY NIGHT---

I decided to join my mom to finally pick up my brother in Southridge. Once we got there, he wasn't around yet. Since I was being impatient, I called him up. He was already in Sucat. THANK GOD. While waiting, I was watching Gossip Girl in my portable DVD player. After 1 hour, my brother wasn;t around yet. So I decided to call again. He said he was still stuck in Sucat. O.O O.O-------I was practically going insane! I let my mind wonder and started texting everyone I could think of. What also kind of shocked me was that the guy that I like and also happens to like me hasn't replied to me in days. :( :( Since he and I aren't together, I just let it go and not made it such a big deal.

My bro finally arrived school at 12AM! We got home at 1AM.-.-

Sunday morning, the media made an announcement that there won't be classes on Monday. This made me soo happy since it would give me time to do my work!! Then, on Monday, I got a text from classmates that there won't be class on Tuesday!!! YAYYY!! Then on Tuesday, I got another text that there won't be classes for the rest of the week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) Since I had so much time on my hands, I ended up procrastinating. Yes, I was happy, but also sad because I had a chat with the guy that I liked that we couldn't be together. It did hurt, but I knew it's for the best. See how many changes are happening?

I also started playing my brother's PSP and got soo addicted to ROCKBAND.

I also got a spur of the moment text from a friend asking if I can volunteer in St. James. It was such a memorable experience since my team leader was only in first year high school! Anyway, I still had fun since Toni and Galo were around. (love you guys!Had so much fun packing rice with you!) I will never forget Rice Master Diego!

After, Victor and I decided to hang out to let him try shisha. Since Bogs needed a date, I decided to bring Yani along. Sadly, Bogs never made it (due to sleep) and Victor never got a dose of shisha (thanks to Pepeng). We ended up going to ATC and Timezone-ing our time away. The karaoke was really busted, but we still had fun anyway. We also played this game where we bash the buttons (I forgot what it was called). Even up to now, my hands still hurt.

Well I dunno what else to say. A lot of changes in a week. I wish tomorrow would be a better day ;)

Midterms finally Over

After hours of cramming due to procrastination, midterms are finally over!!

I recieved the results on my midterm exam on Political Science. I was so surprised to get a 90! Yes I did study but not hard enough to get a 90! It feels really good. I'm just praying that my other tests will turn out at least 85 or higher!!

Now that midterms are over, I can start anew and do BETTER in my finals!!! :)

I can't wait to move to Southville! No more commuting, no more getting soaked feet due to the rain, and if I study in Southville, and higher chances of me bringing a car!!! Oh and did I say having guys around again? :)

What's the Truth?

I have been caught up in trying who to believe. My situation makes it hard because guys end up backstabbing each other. It makes it harder for me who to trust, especially when a few of these guys have and had feelings for me.

I have been told to be very careful with this guy that's courting me because he's known as a player and a backstabber. This guy tells me that's actually true, but he's also saying that he's serious with me. And when he's serious in a relationship, he's really serious. So far, he's been able to show that seriousness by coming over to my house, and trying to spend as much time with me as possible. The other guys who have been trying to warn me though about him genuinely care about me because they know I'm a good girl and they don't want me hurt. And to think these guys warning me are actually friends of the guy who's trying to court me. Backstabbing BITES!!!

I sometimes feel like a victim to all this, because I dunno who to believe. There's also another guy who has a thing for me, and he's really sweet, fun, and caring, but I hardly see him and he's known to be torpe. All the other guys are telling me to go for him instead because he really has true feelings for me and I'm the only girl in his mind. But as they say, actions speak louder than words. And this guy doesn't really show much action.

So yeah..here I am with my mind spinning trying to know who to believe.

Wait

This is a poem I made during a Filipino class because I was so fucking bored!

With each passing day
My heart feels like giving away
A love that could be so true
But I'm afraid to start anew
With someone who can possibly make me blue
I wish today could be the time
When I can finally call you mine
But our hearts will have to wait
So that we can have a love that will last
and not be out of date
When that time comes I'll be yours forever
If our hearts beat as one together
Then we can finally kiss under the rain
and dance under the stars
But till that day comes let us know each other more
And maybe, just maybe, I can be yours forevermore


*Hope you guys like it!! <3

Singleness :)

SINGLE AND READY TO MINGLE!!!!


I'm on the road to happiness I never thought possible! I thought being single would be a drag, but it's actually really satisfying. I can now breathe easily without having to worry too much! It is such a great feeling to know that I can stand on my own. What I love most about being single is being able to notice the love that surrounds me through friends and family. When I was in a relationship, I was very constricted with the love of my boyfriend. I somehow let slip the love I receieved from other people. Yes, I do miss my ex sometimes but if he and I were still together right now, I wouldn't be as happy as I am now because I'd end up worrying and missing him too much!

As of now, I am not ready to be in a relationship because I need some time to find myself again. I kind of lost myself in my past relationship because I was too caught in lurve of love. (Guys please understand!) I can't be with someone if I still have to pick the pieces back together right?

But once I do find myself, then that's when I can be in a relationship and love the next guy with all my heart. :)

It's funny because somehow it is fate that I find myself soon. Why? Because I will be....

GOING TO THAILAND THIS FRIDAY!!

I think travelling would be the best escape to everything and figure myself out in a totally different culture. I know it's ironic, but being someplace else makes me really think about what I want and who I want in my life. That's why whenever I travel, something about me changes for the better.

Anyway, I hope that everything turns out great!

-S :)

Purple Fingers

Purple fingers-This happens when a person has been playing the guitar for a few hours. This person happens to be me.

Even with the pain, I still continue playing. Why? Because playing the guitar is so addicting! Learning the different chords really makes me happy. Being able to play a song also just makes my day. Now I can say I don't mind being at home the whole day, as long as I have a guitar by my side!

The reason why I chose the guitar is because it's very versatile. Yes I do love the violin, but the thing is, I can't sing while playing it. I recently composed a song (It's called Rain. You'll see it in my past post) and it's also the reason why I want to play guitar.

So far, I can play the songs "Hawak Kamay", "When you say nothing at all", intro of "Love Story" and intro of "Forever and Always". I'm still amazed I was able to do all this within 3 days :)

Anyway, I'm going to go back making my fingers more purple. :P

Rajo Laurel here I come!

I just came about Rajo Laurel's website and I must say I really adore his clothes! I remember when I wore one of his dresses in the mannequin of House of Laurel to my prom. :) I seriously felt like a star but also very careful at the same time not to spill anything on the dress.

I asked my tita about modelling for Rajo and I have to at least be 5'8" and I need to gain more weight. I hope in the future I can model for him!! It would be such an honor to model such intricate and lovely designs! :)

Photos courtesy of: House of Laurel

Confidence is the key

Confidence seems to be an easy word to throw around. Sometimes we think we have it, but in reality, we still lack it. In my opinion, a person can accomplish anything if he/she has confidence. As for me, I am confident in some ways (I love who I am) but I also get shy sometimes, especially when it comes to performing on stage!! Sometimes, I do wish that I'm that girl who everyone looks up to or that girl who graces the runways of New York. But a friend of mine told me to be happy with who I am.

After the breakup, I had a lot of time to think about myself since people say it's what you need to do after a breakup. I realized that even if I wasn't the perfect girlfriend, I was still the same girl I always was. :) I guess that's what mattered the most. Maybe I did get a little lost during the relationship but now that I am as free as a bird, I can build up that confidence by myself. :)

I guess there really is no point in comparing myself to other people because I am who I am. :) I just hope some people don't get jealous of me. (yes there are people who do get jealous) Sometimes, I have been a little too nice and let my self esteem get trampled upon so that other people get the limelight. But I won't do that anymore cuz like I said, I am who I am. :)

Rain

This is the lyrics to the song I just composed. I wrote this on a rainy summer and I just got out of a breakup so the pain was still a bit fresh. The rain brought back memories of love but now that everything's over, the rain just makes me feel sad. But now that I'm getting over it, the rain is starting to make me feel good again. I hope you guys like the lyrics. :)

RAIN


It’s a rainy day
And the scent of the air
Brings back sweet memories

But as each raindrop falls
It reminds me of tears
That fell of my cheeks

How could you
Do this to me
You made rain look so horrible
When its supposed to be romantic

How could you
Leave me to tears
When you promised me forever
I guess now its over

Now that the rain is still falling
I write this song and listen to
The raindrops crashing

I know that day will come
When I can smile at the rain
And say I love you to someone new

How could you
Do this to me
You made rain look so horrible
When its supposed to be romantic

How could you
Leave me to tears
When you promised me forever
I guess now its over

But as of now
You left me with sadness and regrets
So I’m gonna let the rain fall
To wash away everything

How could you
Do this to me
You made rain look so horrible
When its supposed to be romantic

How could you
Leave me to tears
When you promised me forever
I guess now its over


Hope you like it :)

It all comes to an end

After 1 year and 1 month of officially being a couple, we are now over. I was expecting the breakup to happen, because my guy is going to move to Mindanao for basketball. Basically, I was preparing my heart for the breakup already so it wouldn't hurt as much. The sad part is, he lead me on saying that there is that hope that we'll work out, so as my naive self, I believed him and tried my best to work things out in the relationship.

After everything, he broke up with me over the phone. It's just hearbreaking because I was with him personally just an hour ago before the breakup. I should have broken up with him first when I knew things were already going down a spiral staircase.

It's been a week, and we've had no communication. i'm still pretty hurt, but I know deep down, the breakup is really for the best. :) I'm young and I have so many guys to meet. I guess first love/relationship can really bring you down deep into the ocean to the point that it's so hard to swim up for air. Now that the breakup is still pretty fresh, I'm still swimming up. But once I reach the surface, I can finally have that breath of fresh air. :)

No more worrying, no more spending, and most of all, what I love about being single is getting to know myself more.

I can now say goodbye to my first boyfriend who's done so much for me. He made me know myself more and experience things that I never thought would come to me yet. Thanks for everything. :) I wish you all the best, even if I'm not with you anymore. :) I know I'll find someone better who will wait for me no matter what :D

SPAIN

Now that it's summer, travel is the first thing to come in my mind. I have always wanted to go to Europe especially Spain! If I had enough money, I'd pack everything immediately and smile at the pilot to take me directly to Spain. I have a great aunt who lives there anyway so lodging won't be a problem.

Why SPAIN?!

First of all. I love the FASHION and Spain is the home to ZARA and MANGO! Most of my clothes from those shops came from there. Half price pa. My aunt event sent me Roberto Cavalli's equivalent to 700 pesos! What a great bargain!!

Next is the beaches. Fuerteventura is like their Boracay. :)

Next is the party life. Spaniards love to live their life to the fullest and party the night away, so where else to go but to IBIZA!? Oh yeah... :D

Spain also has great churches worth taking pictures of. :D

Oh and did I also mention the hot and yummy Spanish boys?! They are everywhere. :D

If ever my guy and I end, I would go straight to Spain and enjoy every second of it. (That is if I get a sponsor. ;)

Will it work?

Long distance relationships are hard. But hey I can't really tell because I haven't experienced it. A lot of people tell me it's difficult because you don't get to see your partner physically and actually spend time with that person. The most you can do is text, call or Skype. (I love yooou Skype!!). But for love, I think I can do it. But in my opinion, long distance can actually be a good thing. This could be a sort of breather for me. I can now focus on myself more and how I want to spend my life while knowing that special someone is still there. I can also focus more on my studies and get a better grade.

But as my friends know me, I can become very paranoid and that's what I'm really worried about. I really hate it when I get paranoid, but it's honestl like in my system already. All I can do is hope for the best.

As the saying goes: "Kung gusto, may paraan. Kung ayaw, may dahilan." (Thanks Yani!)

Summer fun :)

So far, my summer has been great! First, I get to tour my Malaysian friend (Corliss) along with my great friend Sam (who has a really cool house packed with tons of amazing food) around Manila! It was so awesome because I get to stay out of the house for almost a week and just chill with my old friends. I believe the highlights of my week with them were going to Alabang Town Center and shopping, horseback riding in Tagaytay Highlands, and swimming in Verdana. :) Oh and one of my favorite things to do during that week? EATING PORK JERKY! MY GAAWD IT'S THE YUMMIEST THING EVER.



Next I get to go to Calapan, Mindoro for Holy week. We went "Bisita Iglesia" and procession around town. I swear it was freakin tiring but it was worth all the sacrifice. My holy week in Mindoro really opened my eyes to what Jesus Christ has done for us and how lucky I am to have Him. He helped me with the decisions I have to make in life. Since I was in Mindoro, I went to 2 beaches. Sadly I couldn't swim cuz 1. I had my period and 2. The other beach I went to was packed with people.

After Mindoro, I came back to Manila. I was expecting that I'd get bored since there's nothing much to do, but I get a random text from a friend to do a shoot for him along with my boyfriend. :) It was super fun since I was teaching my guy how to act, and I loved my role even if I only had to do one scene. So far, my summer has been fun. :)

I can't wait for...

-Snorkeling in Puerto Galera
-PHOTOSHOOT WITH MY GIRLS! WHAT HAPPENED AND WHY ISN'T IT PUSHING THRU?!
-Camping with friends in tagaytay highlands
-Vigan trip
-Shopping
-Swimming more at Verdana
-Drinking with the gang
-Making more video blogs

Forever and Always

Forever and Always is a song by Taylor Swift that completely touched me. Maybe some of you noticed that it has been my status in YM and Facebook.

It's basically a song about a boy and a girl in a relationship wherein the guy promises the girl that he will love her forever and always then ends up dumping her. I can really relate to the lyrics because this has already happened to me. Gladly, I'm back together with my boyfriend. But I will never forget the pain of a guy saying those words than leaving you after.

Word of caution to the girls out there: Do not believe a guy when he says FOREVER AND ALWAYS. ONLY BELIEVE IT WHEN HE'S ACTUALLY GOING TO MARRY YOU ALREADY OR YOU'VE KNOWN HIM FOR A LONG TIME.

FOREVER AND ALWAYS

Once upon a time
I believe it was a Tuesay when I caught your eye
We caught on to something
and I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye
and told me you loved me

Were you just kidding
Cuz it seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened
Please tell me cuz one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone
He still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cuz I was there when you said
Forever and always

Was I out of line?
Did I say something way to honest
That made you run and hide
Like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure

So here's to everything coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
I thought I knew you for a minute now I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone
He still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cuz I was there when you said forever and always

You didn't mean it baby

Head rush

My head is in a sort of trance. It's really odd but I believe this really happens to a lot of people who are in love and have trouble with their loved ones. All that has been on my mind this holy week is the future and it's driving me insane. I'm afraid of what can happen in the future with the decisions I make in the present time. I know I can control my future, but what if I make a wrong decision? I am afraid of the troubles that can happen to me. I know what's the right thing to do, but it's really hard because I can lose someone I really love. Up to now, I'm still undecided to the point that my brain is so numb. It's like I don't feel anything anymore.

Anyway, all I can do is pray and enjoy the present time. It's how I can make the most of my time right? :) I don't want to worry too much about the future. It's really slowly killing me if I keep doing that.

As of now, I'm here in Mindoro about to leave for Manila. I've already gone to the beach 3 times! It sucks I couldn't swim cuz of my period. I'll be coming back May so I'm expecting a lot more fun and activities :)

When I get back to Manila, I really need to learn how to drive!

Wow see all the stuff running in my head!

Heat

the heat is killing me.

Busy Busy Busy...Fun Fun Fun

Wow is all I can say. 3 consecutive weekends have been filled with going out and partying. Weekdays have been filled with rehearsals and tons of schoolwork. But all in all I can say its been great cuz I'm busy! Rehearsals for the play are tough due to the hectic schedule (I have to stay in school up to 8 pm!) but I can say it will all be worth it when the play takes place. We're all trained by the best so I know it will be a great production! (Just text me if u want to watch!)

Let me just give a brief recap of what's been happening in my weekends!

Jan 31, 2009

College Night and Dinner at Hai resto

The event took place in Rockwell tent. The dances of TADC were great! After the dancing though, my dates got really bored so we went straight to Ian's restaurant in The Fort. Super fun since we got VIP and I met new people. :D My dates have been such a dear making me libre in everything and bringing me to places :D

February 1, 2009

Pailin's Birthday Party

Took place at Cravings. The best cordon bleu ever! I also loved the small cake. PHOTOSHOOT ANYONE? A party with my 2 girls always involves a lot of camwhoring. :D Too bad Jeff was the only boy. Haha.

Photoshoot...and today

I had a plan for a photoshoot that Yani, Toni and I would use in the future and I chose tv shows. Since Blair Waldorf kind of reminds me of Yani (they both are evil...joke) I gave her the idea to use Blair. I chose Rory Gilmore since she's my role model plus I love her sense of style :)

Rory Gilmore

Today is a very tiring day. First period, I had intense ultimate training. Next I had english class which drained my brain and last I had filipino class. I got my midterm grade and it's a 2.5 :( Oh well, I should do better next time. I want to be like Rory who has a 4.0 GPA!! Well, I'm glad Gino picked me up since I was frikin tired. I did not really open up to him much since I did not feel like talking. Anyway tata for now. :)

busy and tired >.< + starting new with the same person

I thought after midterms, I would have more free time since I won't have to study as much and it will be the start of a new term. I was so WRONG. After midterms, the ACT (Assumption Community Theatre) gave out a text about our next play "Metamorphoses 2". It's my option to join or not. Since I love acting, I decided to go and be part of it. When I attended the first rehearsal, I got the schedule of the succeeding rehearsals and I tell you it's frikin loaded!

Every Monday: 5:00pm-8:00pm
Every Wednesday: 5:00pm-7:00pm
Every Friday: 12:30pm-2:00pm
Every Saturday: 9:00am-12:00pm

Plus I have classes on those days (except Saturdays). Anyway, I really want to be involved so I'm going to take the plunge. I would rather be busy than do nothing at all.

The downside to this is that Gino wants to spend more time with me. See I promised him after midterms, I would be more free. Oh me oh my...I just hope things would be upside for me and him. After everything, he and I are learning so that's a good thing. It's great to start new with someone and just let go of all the hurt. I tell you though, it's NOT EASY. A lot of time is needed to let go. This is when the measure of love comes in. A lot of love is needed the second time around to easily heal the pains of the past.

As the cliche goes "love is always better the second time around". :)

Midterms OVER! Benjamin Button you make me cry

Finally midterms are over! I can finally let go of forced studying and just rest and hang out with my friends and family! After my last test, Kat and I went straight to Glorietta to watch Benjamin Button! The movie was 3 hours long so it was really worth it. The ticket only cost me 110 pesos! The sound system and seats were great pa. SULIT talaga! The movie almost made me cry because I feel so bad for Benjamin and Daisy! But still they're so romantic together. The movie made me realize to seize the moment and make the most of everything before things change.

After the movie, I went straight home still thinking about the movie. It hit me that hard and I don't even know why. When I got home, I was so tired. So I ended up falling asleep with my makeup and the lights on. Yikes. When I woke up, I saw 3 new zits on my face. GREAT. I'm gonna have dinner pa naman with the girls tonight. Hehe..anyway all for now! :)

First Day of Midterms....SHOTGUN!!

After reading more than 40 pages of my Philippine History book, it is very sad to know that I am still going to flunk. Last night, I had extremely spicy lamb curry and 2 cups of coffee to keep me through the night of studying. IT DID NOT WORK. I still fell asleep! The bed is just way too cozy. Anyway, since before I fell asleep, I alarmed my phone to wake up after my supposedly 10 minutes of rest. In the end, I kept hitting the snooze button till 4:35 am. So there, I woke up and went to the dining table to study super early in the morning. I kept reading my book but nothing was entering my head. The coverage of my test is like 97 pages and cramming it in one night did not suffice. Now I know to never ever cram Philippine History. So there my answers were basically shotgun

The other downside is that I studied in english class but the problems that appeared were more on application. Gosh I was memorizing pa naman all the kinds of paragraphs and paragraph development. Anyway the test was pretty easy so I did not really mind.

Now I have Science, Filipino and Visual Arts to worry about. Well, wish me the best of luck!!

Unexpected Happy Day

I woke up to the text of Gino at around 7:00. I had 2 free cuts in the morning so I decided to go to school at around 10:30. Boys can be so makwento rin you know? And I find it really cute when they are. :D Anyway since he texted that early and I was really nice, I texted him a bit then went back to sleep. He was telling me about the movie he watched and that he promises to "appreciate me more". Hehe. Anyway I woke up at around 8:30 because he texted AGAIN. This time I got up na. I was about to eat breakfast when he said that he was gonna come over and visit me. I decided to take a shower first then have breakfast later.

I haven't seen Gino since last year so I was pretty happy to see him. He got me chocolate pa naman. Aaaww...
Anyway I couldn't really open up and tell him what I was bothered about because mom was around, I was still too tired to think in the morning, and him coming over was a total spur of the moment thing. Anyway just having him around made me happy na. I ate the Maltesers he gave me.

Since I had to go na, he left early and mom brought me to school. I was late pa for physics class but I'm pretty sure I am gonna get a perfect in my activity sheet. After, I had lunch in Glorietta with some blockmates. I love it how Assumption is near all the malls.

Since I had a graded recitation for my next class, I went back to school kaagad. I just read some of my notes and left the rest to God. The oral recitation was alphabetical so I was one of the lasts ones called. I'm just so happy that I got a perfect 10 in my recitation without even looking at my notes! (it was open notes kasi). Super unexpected cuz I did not really read my notes much.

So yeah...a very unexpected happy day. :)

Things to shop for!

Finally I have my own bank account in BPI! Mom finally let me so I have savings account. I am a very kuripot person so I try to deposit as much as I can so I don't end up spending too much since I want a looot of things! These include:

1. The Marc Ecko shoes of Vanessa Hudgens in "Sneakernight" (P3300)
2. A new bikini from Rustans (P1600)
3. Clothes from Topshop
4. New heels for parties
5. Maybelline lipstick
6. Storage stuff for my bags
7. Nail polish
8. A new cellphone
9. A trip to the salon
10. A helicopter!!

Seriously, I want a helicopter to bring me to school everyday! I just rode one recently and I tell you its more VIP-ish than an airplane! Well tata for now

New Year and trying a New Me!

It's a new year and I finally got the Belle de Jour planner that I've always wanted. Now I can finally organize my life in the most fab way plus I get 60 coupons filled with great discounts and freebies! Well, I have a resolution that I really want to follow. I already broke a few but I still plan to focus and continue keeping my resolutions!

My Resolution

1. NO PORK!! (I actually broke this na but I'm still trying not to eat pork!)

2. Write everything in my planner and accomplish as much as I can

3. EXERCISE!

4. Don't take love too seriously. (Gosh I did this and it left me broken)

5. Share more jokes (Thanks to Jek)

6. Spend more time with my friends in the South

7. Help the poor

8. Fix the room more

9. Not keep any secrets from people I care about

10. Rekindle my relationship with God